I find it difficult to remain unphased by the revile talk and evil intentions of those around me.
At down times i try to keep my head up, for things could always be worse.
But the afflictions that the world hurls towards you can really shatter your armour at times.
I learned a hard lessons from another impolitic mistake.
At the moment all i can do is put it in my god's hands. He bears our problems without a burden.
So untill then i will do my best to become numb to their slanderous talk,impenging actions,and under-handed backstabbing. What makes me most heartbroken is that someone can be so easily swayed by the cruel intentions of others. I pray for my enimies but i also pray for myself and him. I wanted him think without a clouded mind...but im not sure if he will.